Sometimes Being Female Sucks!

I have had a very up and down week. Hormones are not a girls friend. Thankfully I am on the other side!

Putting The Brakes On

Today has been a battle between feeling the need to do nothing and rest and guilt for all the things I feel I should do. I can only liken it to feeling like I am spinning in my head and feeling lost.

My Musical Therapy Album

1.Going Under
2.Bring Me To Life
3.Everybody’s Fool
4.My Immortal
5.Haunted
6.Tourniquet
7.Imaginary
8.Taking Over Me
9.Hello
10.My Last Breath
11.Whisper

There are many songs that make me feel alive and renewed but this whole album is my absolute favourite. It has deep connections with my eating disorder.

ED Still Alive And Panicking

I don’t know if I can actually push these emotions from me to the page. I know I have to try but I am in a sea of panic and anxiety. When your a child and something scares you,  that overwhelming feeling of wanting your mum. It’s pretty much like that. I need to talk to someone and have a hug.

My Sexuality Is Not Yours To Judge!

Do you ever read something or hear words spoken that make you incessantly angry and yet at the same time pity a lack of education?

Sometimes A Reminder Is Key To Appreciation

A couple of evenings ago I sat watching tv not feeling quite myself. When messages arrived in my inbox, their contents filled me with overwhelming anxiety.

January Without Punishment

This is the first January I can remember where I haven’t felt the pressure and stress of trying to lose huge amounts of weight.

1 Year In!

That came around quickly! It doesn’t actually feel like twelve months. A lot has changed in that time.