We all aim for a particular with our mental health, the light at the end of the tunnel, if you like. Only sometimes when we get there it isn’t all its cracked up to be!
I’m still well and maintaining low scores for my anxiety and depression, so life should be grand. Only it’s turned to out to be the opposite.
My new found confidence has had a detrimental effect on my relationship and my marriage is hanging by a thread. It is as confusing as it sounds. I have no idea what the future holds or where to go from here. Despite the turmoil I haven’t returned to binges, a small saving grace. I haven’t been eating well though, reduced appetite has sparked my restriction demons which I continue to battle. At least I am aware of what is going on and can tackle the situation head on.
I don’t want to backslide and go back to where I was a year ago. Who knows what’s going to happen over the next couple of months but I can definitely say, I didn’t see this coming at all.
Fighting BED 
Keep going! Sending you a bit of strength. 🙂
It sounds to me like you are really growing. I know, as I grow, there’s this place where the old is left behind, but I haven’t gotten to the new. Being able to tolerate that in-between place means that you have faith in yourself and your life! Congratulations!
I am trying to and can definitely see how far I have come already. I think we would all like to see what the future has in store for us sometimes. Thank you for your kind words.