I have been trying to stay srong, keep going and doing this alone. I’m not helping anyone, least of all myself! Having been caught in the consequences of someone elses refusal to get hep for depression, I had a word with myself when I read my lasy post back. My appointment with the GP is booked. I will go and get help and accept that I can do it all alone. My husband needs it too, I don’t want him having to deal with the consequences of me sticking my head in the sand.